Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 11:02 PM
i don't wish to know.
i really don't wish to know.
yet, i want to know.
because i don't feel like crying & waiting anymore.
because i don't feel like crying & waiting anymore.
weird, ain't it?
Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 10:53 AM
it's good to be home after work.
i was so tired for the past few days that i immediately after dinner at home (yes, finally home cook food) yesterday.
i went to sleep for 2 hours or so. and miss so many TV programme.
but at least i watch the news at 10pm and 11pm channel 8 show & you're my destiny on SCV (which i really miss out a lot)
okay updates.
On 22nd of August, met up with the girls at Marina Square Jack's Place for dinner. but because that day was a Friday and also that day was having fireworks that day, so city hall, raffles place was equally packed with people. Initially, we want to go to Kenny Roger, but i heard from them they flatly rejected because we have 10 people, and it's difficult to place so many people at one go or something like that. so we went to Jack place.
But Jack Place was nowhere better. we waited close to like 1 hour for just a place for the 10 of us. but thank god. the place where we seat was just opposite the Esplanade. so we could see part of the fireworks. cos most of it was block by the tress. but nonetheless, it was still beautiful.
pardon me, i like to use Picasa now. so bear with me.
haha.
So on the actual day itself on the 23rd of August, i went to Partyworld with Xj, Yf & Gh. Poor GH have to go back to Camp even though he reach home at 12plus on a Saturday Morning. so poor thing right? beka was in Indonesia. so yah. anyway, thanks a lot girls & one guy. haha.
After partyworld, i went to Aloha Changi for Liwen 21st. Saw Xiangyin, Vanessa & Yixuan there too.
and finally saw Kehui, XiuXia, ZhenXi, Rosemarie, May, Carol (even though i just saw Carol on the 18 of August) after don't know how many ages since school holidays.
and thanks them for the chocolates & present even though i was sick last week.
yes, after the Esprimere chalet i was sick. :( . down with fever, vomitting, sore throat and cough.
but i was glad i am alright for now. except some irritating cough sometimes. but i should be able to regain all my health soon!
tomorrow is 31st of August.
i re-read what i typed 2 years ago September.
sometimes, i don't wish to remind myself of the date. but somehow, the impact is still there somehow or rather.
whenever i read in newspaper about people killing themselves, or wherver about people who tried to. i still think of it.
maybe because he's the first person i knew but even though not close who ever did that?
tomorrow, 2 years, how time just flies, ain't it?
and results out next week.
i don't know what to expect, but i just hope to pass everything.
that's what i want.
pray for me.
Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 12:42 PM
郭靜 -下一個天亮
曲:陳小霞 詞:姚若龍
制作：陳俊廷
編曲：洪敬堯/謝明祥
用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自己
用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣
等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣
等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
時間可以磨去我的棱角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠
等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
thanks friends for their birthday sms-es.
thanks friends for the birthday presents.
thanks friends for the cakes & all.
my heartfelt thanks to all of you.
i will post pictures soon.
i promise.
:)
Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 10:11 AM
one year older, one year wiser.
they say every year, you will see more candles appearing on your birthday cake.
it's true.
it's a fact.
but life have more meaning than the number of candles appearing on it.
because of the people you have make in your life.
thanks all those who have stood by me when i needed them.
thanks all those who have loved me in one another way.
thanks all those who have support my decision.
thanks all those who have endure my endless grumbling, endless nagging, endless complaining, endless talking & all.
thanks all those who have make my life better, happier and even colourful & brighter.
thanks daddy & mommy love despite sometimes they not showing it out, i will always love you despite being a stubborn, naughty and yet obedient daughter at times.
thanks sister and brother at home for all the unnecessary grumbling, shouting & fighting over food,access to internet(if not this house will not be lively already, haha) and all the love that you both have showered me even though we seldom show it out within ourselves. haha
happy 22nd. :)
Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 11:29 AM
All overdue post
NDP preview on 2nd of August 2008.
we were seated at the blue sector.
and the fireworks were so close to us. and
and i like the display by the black knights, the crossover & the HEART SHAPE! hahaha
Tingting 21st on 8th to 10th of August 2008
we stay overnight there for 2 nights. and we have lots of fun! haha.
we stay overnight there for 2 nights. and we have lots of fun! haha.
pictures is for the 2days & night event.
i pick a few pictures so that i don't have to upload one by one.
sorry Chloe i can't attend yours that day.
some other days for the esprimere chalet entry.
got to go.
off day today because i am still coughing away.
:(
going out later also for the fireworks and dinner.
hope my weekends would be good!
i miss him. :(
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ 11:41 PM
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need confident.
i need that.
i cried in the middle of the night waking up after dreaming of the results.
it's scary.
i just want to pass.
and i need more confident in __________________
if not, what the heck am i doing?
ahhhh.
help.
and i dislike to be sick.
irritating cough that just wouldn't want to go away.
irritating muscle ache that also wouldn't want to go away.
ahhh
3 more days.
Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 11:30 AM
exactly one year ago, i celebrated my 21st.
i can't believe how time just flies sometimes.
i guess i got no choice but to admit i am old. :(
today's my chinese birthday.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 1:14 PM
Gold or Silver tonight?
doesn't matter.
matter is, they got into the finals.
tonight, we'll celebrate our victory. our waiting, our dreams.
48 years of waiting will end tonight.
i got lots of things to blog again.
but because out of the 48 hours i have for the past 2 days, i only slept like 7 hours or so for the past 2 days together..
i decide not to blog now.
and there's so many things to upload.
i am so afraid my computer will hang.
and ouch, my muscle is aching away now.
booo.
6 more days to getting older.
:(
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 12:42 AM
Happy super belated 21st birthday to Tingting, Chloe & 43rd birthday to Singapore.
yes, they both shared the same birthday (except year) as Singapore.
Olympic opening ceremony was AWESOME.
and Tao Li becoming the first swimmer to swim into the finals but she gotten 5th during the finals yesterday morning, but i must say it's still an impressive record because she broke 2 times the Asian record.
ok.
i got so many things to blog with so many pictures (which i assume, i will upload links from facebook)
from NDP preview, to Ting 21st birthday chalet on 9th of August 2008 (which i must say was NICE, because we did sabo the birthday girl) and sorry Chloe, i can't make time to attend yours.
but seriously, i don't know when is the appropriate time to update this space as well as my lj.
school starting next month.
and results is coming out.
and it's good to be having holidays for so long, but i think i am scared of the results now.
i think i will do a proper update soon.
i promise.
Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 9:13 PM
National Day Preview on 2nd of August 2008
was a blast.
upload the pictures and more about it next week or when i have time.
:)
